Sunday, August 24, 2008
Celebration; Anticipation.
{12:26 AM}


It's been *counts* around 6 days since the exams ended. But somehow, I'm not feeling happy or excited that the semester has come to an end. Many other people around me have been celebrating; going out and enjoying their holidays away. As for me, I don't even have the urge to go out at all.

WHY? I don't quite understand it.

22 more days till results day. Maybe that's what keeping me from celebrating. While many people will say that it's over and done with, I beg to differ. For me, sure the hurdle is over but I believe that the race to the end hasn't.

Just in case you think that I'm grades crazy, I am. I'm sure many other people in my course are too. But I guess, we all express it in various ways. I blog and talk about it with my close friends while others prefer to keep their composure till the end. I dunno. For the last two semesters, it has been like this. No excitement, just anxiety every single waking day.

I feel that celebrations should come after results day. But I'm pretty sure it won't be the same for my friends. Some would cry over their results while some would act nonchalant regardless of the outcome. As for me, I would like to cry, but not for reasons that I had failed, but rather tears of enjoyment.

Every semester that passes by, marks a close to the end of my polytechnic life. Three more semesters to go and time will pass by quickly.

Just wondering, when would you celebrate?

The end of exams or when the results are out?

I want to know. You can remain to stay anonymous if needed. But I want to know what many other people out there feels.